Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Excited, but nervous.

Am I making the right descision? Should I do this??


It's a lot of money, but then again, it is very special to me.
A Final Farewell Gift?
Waste?

I hope I'm doing the right thing.



It will definitely appeciate it, But i don't want it to seem like a bribe either....



AHHHHH!!!!!

damn

I think too much




*shut down*


RAMMSTEIN CURES ALL



Rammstein - Wollt Ihr Das Bett In Flamm...

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Supression, Repression, Depression, Aggression

I finally realized why I am so cold and calculating. I have supressed my emotions for so long that I no longer feel them to the extent that I should. Cool in some ways, brutally sucky in others.

Like I often find myself asking myself how I should feel about something.... and I truly don't know. Or I'll try to act the part to benefit other people.

sucks

emotions suck.

I'ma eat some nachos.