Deep Thoughts Archive

I Post a Deep Thought of the day on Facebook and I thought, why not Archive my thoughts so I can refer to them in later dates.

1) What if the life you're living today is actually your flashback before death?

2) Do Insane people know they are insane?

3) What if dreams are just a look into an alternate possibility?

Excited, but nervous.

Am I making the right descision? Should I do this??


It's a lot of money, but then again, it is very special to me.
A Final Farewell Gift?
Waste?

I hope I'm doing the right thing.



It will definitely appeciate it, But i don't want it to seem like a bribe either....



AHHHHH!!!!!

damn

I think too much




*shut down*


RAMMSTEIN CURES ALL



Rammstein - Wollt Ihr Das Bett In Flamm...

Supression, Repression, Depression, Aggression

I finally realized why I am so cold and calculating. I have supressed my emotions for so long that I no longer feel them to the extent that I should. Cool in some ways, brutally sucky in others.

Like I often find myself asking myself how I should feel about something.... and I truly don't know. Or I'll try to act the part to benefit other people.

sucks

emotions suck.

I'ma eat some nachos.

Blood Pressure Rising

Today, I have just been so...... angry. At everything and everyone. I got to the point where I just didn't want to talk to anyone. And everyone I talked to made me angry, even when I was trying to be nice to them. They would just say stupid shit. Shit that would piss me off.

repetitive shit

Read my mind shit

plain stupid shit.

i just really needed to vent and I didn't want to take it out on somebody so writing was a good way to defuse my situation.

Well Writing and listening to some SCREAMING HARDCORE DEATH MUSIC

*head explodes*
good night

Demons - Rabbit Junk

Another reminder....

I had another nice reminder of the dream that has been haunting me for weeks... During Thanksgiving I had a Flashback of the dream which sent shivers up my spine.... I'm living everything exactly as it is telling me I am and there isn't anything I can do to change the future.... sucky... Stuck in a spiral forever...


Forever is a long time.

Too long...

Makes one wonder what the point is.

Might as well live my life to the fullest because eternity is gonna suck

A Blow to the Ego

A Blow to the Ego is the hardest to take.

It doesn't physically hurt, but it is the worst pain a person (especially a man) can endure.

Different people have different things that effect their ego.

Mine is my strength, my looks, and the things I love.

A negative comment concerning any of the three throws me into turmoil.

Today is different, however. Today it controls my mind. Depresses me. tears into my very heart and soul.

Permanent State of Energy

I feel amazing. Like I can do anything, except cardio stuff lol. Ever since I stopped running Cardio has sucked getting back into. But seriously my muscles aren't fatigued after working out and i'm totally not tired or anything.



weird